Feeling some type of way
Ugh where do I begin? I have been in such a crappy mood. Things at home aren’t so great, my mom and I barely get along. We are always fighting and it’s just tiring already. I don’t need that drama in my life right now. Too much has been on my mind and I feel like my head is going to explode. I’m not going to school right now and I have no job. I’ve been looking for a job but nothing yet. I’m going crazy with all this stuff and it’s so overwhelming. Another thing that’s got me in such a crappy mood is Men. Yeah I said it so what? I make stupid mistakes when it comes to guys. I recently started talking to someone and I really started to like him. I can honestly say he is different from all the guys I’ve talked to. His personality is what got me though. He’s funny, sweet, caring, and romantic. We would talk for hours every night. Not a day went by that we didn’t speak. He’s got some things going on right now that he needs to be by himself. Which I completely understand because we all have things going on that we just need a break. But I just miss talking to him. Eh maybe it’s me just craving male attention i don’t know. What I do know is that I like and hope to speak to him soon.
